SUNNY DAYS - THE ENTRY
“Push….puuuush harder” I was pushing harder…why did it seem to her that I wasn’t? I was giving it all I had for heaven’s sake!!! “Just one more push…take a deep breath and push again” She was beginning to annoy me. It was as if she was telling me that I wasn’t doing a good job. Yet here I was giving it the push of my life. I was pushing so hard it felt as if all my insides would burst out through my “you-know-what”. Did I tell you about the pain? No? Allow me to. It was horrendous. If only women could get a sneak preview into what this kind of pain felt like…I think there are a good number of us who would run in the opposite direction and never have a baby. I am screaming…neigh…yelling the hell out of my lungs but it almost feels like am doing it in my head ….like the pain is too much that even a scream cannot do it justice. Finally, I feel it pop out. Sorry…him. HIM. I feel my baby come out of my insides in a sudden gash of fluids. Just like that…the awful, horrendous pain is gone. I ...